Elena Ivanova
The most important thing that’s happening. It’s that in terms of desires I want to be a child again - free in what it wants. In what I want. The biggest thing I understood is how heavily my head is crammed with various “you must,” “this is the right way,” “if not like this, then you’re bad” and an endless number of things like that. Conditioning, limitations, models and norms, other people’s expectations and rules... So far I manage to free myself from this for short...
The author’s personal experience, published with their consent. Results vary from person to person.