Breakthrough in 30 Days participant

…to children with spinal muscular atrophy, from the VK group SMAiliki. After that other tasks came along and, honestly, this moment slipped my mind. Later our team transferred part of the funds raised while doing Irreversible Benefit to this group. When, before the finale, I began reviewing and analyzing my answers to the completed tasks, I was surprised to discover that my goal of helping the SMAiliki had been achieved. 6. The Blind Mile is simply an explosion of emotions. It’s a pity the recording of the first minutes of this task didn’t work out for me. I would have liked to see myself from the outside in those minutes. Before the start I doubted only one thing, whether I could physically run a mile. As soon as I closed my eyes and tried to run, I realized I couldn’t even walk. Such panic, complete disorientation. I had the feeling I had lost my sight forever. At first I didn’t take in my son’s commands at all, fear paralyzed my mind. And then gradually the fear went away, and I began to enjoy overcoming, the contact with my son, the sounds, I began to feel and distinguish the surface of the path with my feet. I wanted to speed up. And then I almost crashed into a tree. And again that awful feeling, my breathing went off. Such surges of emotion, hard to put into words. Apparently because of these vivid impressions I didn’t feel tired and ran 2 km. I felt for myself that extreme makes a person many times stronger, it doesn’t give the brain a chance to doubt. 7. Relationships in the family became warmer. Even though we practically didn’t touch on the topic of relationships during Breakthrough, I feel internal changes. I became softer, more tolerant, able to take the manifestations of my husband’s difficult character more lightly. I understood what unconditional love is. Perhaps this happened thanks to your posts on VK, Igor, your remarks about your relationship with your wife during the live streams, the overall atmosphere in our team and the Telegram chat. 8. My brain began working like a machine. A task comes in, and the question immediately arises: how can this task be solved. No “why,” “do I need this,” “it’s impossible,” “what will people say.” That’s how I got into the Dreamers Club, no doubts at all, because I know clearly that I need it. 9. I want to tell about a result I got from Breakthrough, whose mechanism I understand, but which I still treat as a kind of magical power that has appeared at my disposal. I was able to heal myself with the question “What for?”. For the last week I had been waking up with slight pain in my lower back, probably that was how my Sam Gold manifested. At night, as usual, I woke up to turn Marusya over and felt a sharp pain. At first I got scared. How can this be, tomorrow we have school, the pool. I tossed and turned for about 15 minutes, then I remembered your story, Igor. I asked myself, what do I need this pain for? The day before, at osteopractice, we had worked on pride and came to the conclusion that in me it may show up as self-pity and false “heroism.” And so I thought that I’d take Masha to school and to the pool anyway, even through the pain. And at the same time, somewhere deep in my soul, I’d feel sorry for myself. So it’s better without the pain. And about five minutes later the pain went away. In the morning I woke up with a lightness in my back that I hadn’t felt for a long time. Wow, Graf, what power I have now! 10. And now the most pleasant part - thanks. I thank the Lord that in the 47th year of my life He brought me to Breakthrough. Hallelujah!