Veronika Romanovskaya

And here’s my review!

It took me a long time to get to it. And my attitude to the training changed several times after I finished it. But now it’s time to sum it up. And I can’t say unequivocally that I’m satisfied with how I went through the training.

In general, my goal for the training was socialization. Getting closer to people, and I think I did that just fine. I enjoyed communicating, although I did some of the tasks on my own.

But here’s what was blowing up in the background. My crown. Which I love so much and which gets in the way so much.

The first week everything was wonderful.

But starting from the second, every task shook it and caused me pain. Because my crown is nailed to my head! Those nails were torn out with agony!

It was especially painful on the task with the interview with a millionaire. I hadn’t even realized that I was already communicating in that environment! And when you told me that interviewing a friend was no challenge at all, I cried all evening. How it blew me up with the feeling of “not being enough” when I do things. Such futility! Even now it makes me shudder! I seriously thought about quitting this damn training. But in the morning I’d raged it out, calmed down and thought, well damn, I can show off anywhere I like anyway, if I want to. And then for the first time I heard a new voice inside me: “Come on, Veronika, just do it.”

That day was probably the first time I really got a grip on myself.

And then came insight after insight about my boundaries, principles, self-esteem...

When it was wildly painful for me to listen about investments, my body literally cringed and ached, I just sat and listened, expecting nothing from myself. And now I’ve become very interested in ideas at all, that you can invest somewhere! It was like I saw the light! Interest appeared, the way I love it. In the best way)

And the task with the song became a big inner permission for me to show myself to people! How joyfully they accepted me) How joyful it is to sing for someone) From that moment I felt that I am even more for everyone!

How it made me cringe to run blindfolded. Thank you for being next to me that day and running with me. I felt terribly stupid and insecure! But at the end I didn’t want to take off the blindfold, I felt cozy, like in a little house. I felt small and protected) I’d even like to do it again)

And I cringed at the charity campaign. Especially since I found out about it at night!!! And I wanted to sleep terribly. But remembering the principle “there is always enough time,” I still collected the money. And I was furious! Angry and furious!!! And then I read the grateful post from the girl and it let me go. Then I realized that my anger is somehow not real or something. Defensive. Why was I so furious? And it became easier for me to soften)

And I also caught an insight that I really love making decisions myself! It brings greater satisfaction)